ABDOMENTAL

FEEL FEEL FEEL

THIS WILL GET YOU WHERE YOU WANT TO

BE WHAT WHAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE TRUE

drag drag stuck in a lag lag

acting like dumb dumb

then it’s no fun fun

talk to me

CLEANSE CLEANSE DROPPING MY DEFENSE

NOTHING MAKES SENSE

I WANT WANTED TO GET REAL

BUT I’M STILL STUCK TO THE WHEEL

I’VE TRIED REIKI WITH HOUSEWIVES

THOSE WERE GOOD TIMES

ALWAYS TRYING OUT ALL THE WAYS

22 CONFIRM WHAT I FEEL

THERE ARE SO MANY PARTS OF ME

UMBILICALAMITY

IT’S NOT THESE EYES THAT WILL SEE

THE LIGHTNING TURVY-TOPSIED

MAKING THE CHOICES · DESIGN

ASCENDING IPOMOEA VINES  

THAT HAVE BEEN PLACED IN PSEUDO-TIME

I HAVE GENES BUT NOT MY KIND

LEY LINES THEY SWAY

I BELIEVE I’M NEVER GONNA BELIEVE IN ANYTHING THAT

DEMANDS THE CONSTRUCTION OF A TRUTH

DO SAY

ALL THE WHIMS I NEVER ACT OUT

COULD HAVE BEEN A MAN OF CERTAIN WORDS

FALLING UP · UPSIDE DOWN

STRUGGLING TO LIGHTEN UP

THOUGH I KNOW WHAT GOES DOWN

‘CAUSE MY DESIRE TO AWAKEN

BECOMES A HINDRANCE IN THE END

IT KEEPS ME IN A SOFT SLUMBER

WHERE IT IS EASY TO PRETEND

THAT I’M ABOVE ALL EARTHLY DRAMAS

ALL THE CURSES · ALL THE KARMAS

I NOW DESIRE TO LET GO

OF EVERYTHING I HAVE COME TO KNOW

BUT TO DESIRE NOT TO DESIRE

IS AN UNDESIRABLE STATE

I’M CHASING BLISS · A BLISSFUL FUTURE

YET NO BLISSFUL PRESENT I CREATE

I KNOW THAT WHEN I TRULY LET GO

OF ENLIGHTENED FEATS · THE SPUR · THE SHOW

MY NEED TO SEPARATE HIGHS AND LOWS

IS WHEN I AM ABOVE AS BELOW

IT HAS TO BE WITH ALL MY BEING

SO SINCERE MUST BE MY KEYING

THE DAY WHEN I CAN FULLY RISE UP

IS WHEN MY HEART CAN CHIME:

I DON’T GIVE A . . .